alright folks, much on the mind. too much for you all to handle (or at least too much for me to allow you to handle).

i can tell you that i am gazing adoringly at the ipod shua gave me. it's so cute. and small. and fun. and also a paper cutout of an actual ipod, but whatever...i'll take what i can get. one day it will be replaced by a real ipod, if i don't talk myself out of it.

and i am fighting the urge to divulge some of the thoughts i'm having...but i must be strong. it's best to keep it private for now. *note to self...it's not smart to post when you're feeling all emotional and girly and stuff. stop typing. go listen to some lovely lovey music.*