i got nothing really. a whole lot of somethings that just add up to nothing. life has had a sort of detached feeling lately...like i'm watching a movie of my life instead of actually living it. weird, i know. but true.

(i hope this post doesn't seem negative or sad. it's not meant to be either...just to clear things up. i've looked back at other posts and thought "wow, that could come across completely different than i intended." so now you know.)