summer vacation. back in high school. and there's this realization that school is starting back really soon and i am transferring to a whole new district. (not that i have ever actually experienced that...but it seems like what it would feel like.) i've been sleeping a little late, hanging out with the parents and friends, and trying to wrap my mind around the fact that i am leaving here shortly...

don't get me wrong. i'm ridiculously excited. in fact, i'm ready to be in cola right now...can't wait to see things unfold down there.

but i'm also a little nervous. will the cool kids ask me to eat with them at lunch? will people like me? will i find new friends? will i be able to let go of the dreams/hopes that might be tied up here in a-town?

even though this is a somewhat accurate description of how i'm feeling...i'm also totally confident of what He's gonna do through me, the people i'm going to cola with, and midtown. i'm human. i'm insecure. i have no idea what is to come. and really, that is what excites me the most. i just get to step out on faith, watch Him bring it all together, and give Him every bit of the glory. i don't think there's anything sweeter than that.