i've been sitting here for a while trying to come up with something that i can say on this thing.

it's just not happening.

the things i'm feeling and learning and working through at the moment need to be discussed with individuals, not with the internet.

sorry.

p.s. at least i'm trying, right?

p.p.s. karl, i feel like this post should make you happy. you know...since you can't find out what i'm thinking by reading the blog.